This is exactly my thinking. I am not only dealing with finding a recipe I like, and then not messing something up in the process, but also an uneducated pallet. A week and a half ago I had never made a wine before. I now have six different gallons on the go. It's going to be interesting to see what I get. There's a good chance that something isn't going to be my favorite off the hop, but could end up being something I love down the road as I learn to identify and appreciate flavors.
I already know I messed up the raspeberry wine. At 16% I think if I back sweeten it fairly heavy, it might make a great 'concentrate' for adding to soda. My statement was not a lack of confidence in my abilities, just more of measured expectations. Had I jumped into this thinking I have the best ingredients, fresh garden raspberries, and I am going to make the best wine possible. In a couple years this is going to be unbelievable... Well I'd be pretty ticked off right now, with wasted time and ingredients. Having a goal of fun and learning keeps it simple, I'm just gonna roll with the punches. I'll make a tolerable drink out of that raspberry wine, yet.
Hopefully one of the other 5 gallons will be something I enjoy. Maybe even one I would be excited to share, but I'm ok if that takes a little time as I work through the process. It is intrigue that has brought me this far, not a desire to create something amazing.
Honestly, I am going to have to learn what I like before I know what I want to make. Now, I could go and get a kit and make a Pinot Grigio or Riesling. I know I like those, but where is the fun and adventure in that? I am sure I will make a kit in the near future as another point of understanding, but I also want to make something I have never tried before and didn't even know that I like.
I guess it just comes down to perspective. Taste is subjective and my liking something, or not, really isn't a qualifier of it being good, or not. Unless of course you make a raspberry wine that is too strong to drink, but then you just make is something else and pretend it was intentional.