@blazer In my opinion there are two things going on for you.
1. Kit wine making is a way to accelerate the process of wine making even for those who don’t know much about it. I was there 4 years ago.
2. Reading this forum is a way to accelerate your understanding of what’s going on in the wine making process. You can certainly follow the directions that come with the kits and your wine will turn out good enough to be proud of.
It is a great way to start out. After you’ve made a few kits, if you’ve also been reading this forum, you’ll gain confidence and will want to introduce tweaks to your process in hopes of improving your wine. My advice is to keep making kits and keep reading the forum and keep asking questions. So, stay the course you’ve on, you’re doing great.