I can't believe you posted this. Not knowing you except for the forum it appears you enjoy making wine and all that goes with it. Be carefull what you wish for.
Winemaking has been a major part of my life for a good thirty years. It has taken my blood, sweat, tears, and a great deal of finances. Although I have been on the receiving end of a lot of aggravation, winemaking has given me great joy. The crush day events, bottling parties, racking parties, and wine tasting parties have been well worth it all. Just simply being able to relax, rest my back, and sip the rewards makes it all worth while.
Winemaking has taught me a great deal about people. Mainly, it has taught me how to tell a true friend from a dishonest jerk that only wants something from you (it's a long story) and how each should be dealt with. In that way winemaking has made me a more grounded person.
I have received awards and accolades galore. Currently my medal count stands at well over 100. This is not bad since I only enter competitions only now and then. I guess a bigger man wouldn't care about external validations, but I have to admit that I do get a boost.
Currently, I run a wine club just for my family and a handful of good friends. The wine we make supplies over a dozen homes and the work involved at this level is something I can't do forever.
In five years, retirement from work will be just around the corner. This means down sizing all aspects of my life such as my house, car, general possessions, and (sadly) winemaking too. This will sadden most of my family, but the tough decisions will need to be made.
My dream is that a family member (I have one in mind) will catch the bug a little harder want to take it over. I would be more than willing to share knowhow and simply hand over all of the equipment. That is, except for a couple of demijohns and a couple of carboys for personal use (I am retired, but not dead). This would be heaven since I could then play a more "let's ask the old man" roll until the Lord calls me home.
This would be wonderful. Winemaking has been in my family blood for over 10 generations and seeing it carried down to the next generation would be a life goal realized.
All in all, I am just in the planning stages now. For this year at least, It will still be "crush as usual". Next year things may be different. Since I age two years, I need to think way ahead.